But to act that each tomorrow....

Not enjoyment and not sorrow
Is our destined end or way;
But to act that each tomorrow
Find us further than today? - Longfellow

I believe this to be a sound piece of advice. How many times do we look into the future or into the past and live for events that may happen or fill our souls with regret? I am guilty of this, but I find when I find hope in the moment, life is good. I spent some time with my baby boy last night, and what a special spirit. He ate is weight in avocado, cantaloupe, and breast milk. His stomach was so full, I was worried about pushing on it. My children are so great, even when they try my patience. My wife has her hands full every day, and I commend her for her efforts. I would switch with her, despite what she may think, because I love being a dad, but that will have to wait. I went on some visits with my friend Stevie last night (just because I hear Stevie Nixx playing in the background), and it was good. I am still sore from my workout on Tuesday night, but I love it. The gym was a struggle again this morning. I found out he went to dinner with another couple that lives right next door. Man, jumping from 0 to 2 to 4 children sure makes a difference when it comes to free time. My wife went over and enjoyed some BFF time with Jessy, watching, SYTYCD. I believe that is the appropriate acronym. I am not even sure what time she came home, but I guess that is the way it goes sometimes. I had some crazy dreams last night, mainly negative. I was getting mad at my wife for doing some things she would never do in real life. That always drives me crazy. Work has been a test and I hope that motivation will soon return to get to the top. I am falling behind, yet I feel busy, and I am lacking motivation. Sounds like the victims circle to me.
The USA tied Mexico last night, 1-1. That was a good thing. Mexico really outplayed them, but USA managed to score a goal at the end and played some great defense. For just changing coaches 12 days ago, I think it was a positive outcome. I want to get some food, get some rest, and do something competitive tonight. I hope I can continue to re-commit myself. It has been a struggle so far this week. Human nature never ceases to amaze me. Go Jazz!